Sometimes you just wanna quit! 

Ever get to the point when numbness takes over? When things perpetually happen and you get so numb from fighting to be strong that you just feel numb? You keep trying to feel something. Believe in something but occurrence after occurrence happens and you just feel like you stop wanting to feel. This isn’t a suicidal I don’t want to live anymore feeling. It’s a blah tired of feeling and being phased feeling.
Then that next moment happens and you decide to try one more time. To care, to believe, to wish you could try, to you wanna try one more time. 
In that moment you make a decision that you are discomforted by the numbness. The you that believes is still in there fighting to get out. 
It’s easy to give up but so much sweeter in the end when you keep believing and keep trying. There will be many things that will happen in life that we question,wrestle with and agonize over. There are also things that we need to get us to the next moment of belief; past the insecurities and doubts numbness gives us. We simply must keep believing. If we surrender to every emotion we are meant to feel we will stop growing. Life is about things that challenge us and facing things that force us to want concede. Champion toward whatever that new discovery is meant to teach you.
Not every journey is meant to be easy; there is a lesson in every detail along its way.

“The silver tint in the clouds of doubt,
And you can never tell how close you are,
It might be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit -
It’s when things seem worse that you must not quit” 
No matter how things seem we must not quit!

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